The sweetest pain, the sourest joy.

Do you know what it's like to fall in love?

Do you know how it feels taking that punch in the stomach, the agony that grabs a hold of your chest robbing you of breath.

You gasp for air, anxiety boiling in your entrails.You get lost in their stare, your hearth racing as the gaze becomes everlasting, stopping time around you.

Do you know the pain of that mental image, burned in the flesh of your brain? The stabbing feeling of their smile ripping your very essence to shreds...

Do you?

Do you know...

When your hands start shaking and your sweat starts running, gushing like blood from an open wound.

While their lips draw ever closer...

You become helpless... Powerless... Trapped in your imagination...

The addiction of that very first moment, the one that hit you, the memory that taunts you, mocks you. never returning, haunting away in the corner of your mind.

Do you know what it's like to really fall in love?

To dream of a future that's fleeting, treacherous , ethereal...

The experience of their aroma raping and violating your essence.

Its like a bottomless pit in your heart overflowing with the most poisonous nectar.

Do you know what it's like to really fall for someone?

When your mind drifts into madness... The straight jacket binds your very soul...

I do...

I know what it's like to fall in love...

I have known since the first day I saw you, when i cursed myself, as your soul defile my own.

Wrapping itself around me. Without ever letting go.