There are some things I need to learn to let go.
The past is a strange entity, that haunts me when I feel safe. when it seems like everything is behind me something comes and brings it back again.
A dream, a talk, a thought...
I clench my fist when i wake up after reliving the past, it hurts remembering things that were lost knowing very well they will never come back. Even if they did it would never be the same, it would simply be a shell of it's former self.
But somethings keep you going, when new things appear they tend to help get rid of those memories that insist in holding on.
Sometimes all it takes is an opportunity to make you think of the future instead of dwelling constantly in the past.
I know I am probably not making any sens with this post, it's just that sometimes I need to let this things out, to empty my soul in order to be able to look to the future.
Waking from a trip to memory lane can leave you feeling lonely, and filled with sadness, but remember, there are always new days ahead, and with each new day comes new opportunities. New laughs, new hopes, new adventures.
Who knows what we will go through next, as long as I'm alive I can keep hoping.
Hoping that something new, exciting, is right around the corner. Just there for me to embrace and find happiness again.
It's never to late to dream, just pick up the pieces and star again, you never know what you're going to find next.
